french test tmr and i have nothing french related in my brain
screwed up

but am starting to settle down

shall start studying on wednesday
need to get a good night's sleep in first

and stop coming online

and they say SHINee's gonna comeback in april
and that hello baby will end this week
T-T
why comeback during my busiest and most broke month
why end hello baby when onew hasn't even gotten close to the baby

sighs
exams>SHINee
much as i hate it
still contemplating s/u-ing french
will wait till tmr's test is over to decide
have till this friday
how i wish we have nus's s/u system
then i wldn't have to fret abt it now
and it'll be so easy to decide whether to s/u or not

feeling the hate today

today's the first time that i really felt like ponning school
even with tutorial
i just didn't want to go

sighs

the bus i was on broke down
before that, it had rammed it's mirror on another bus, leaving a big scratch on the other bus
made me later than i already was
SICK

I WILL NOT HAVE A FIVE DAY WEEK NEXT SEM
i don't care how i'm gonna do it
i'm just gonna make sure that it's no more than four days per week
it's just friggin tiring to wake up so early and drag myself all the way to the godknowswhere to stone in classrooms
not worth it

I hate my group mates in my only project this sem
the way they think totally clashes with mine
they nitpick at things, and the thing is, the way they change stuff/the suggestions that they make is totally ridiculous/not needed
and the subject they chose is utter bullshit
and the points they come up with is even more bullshit
it's so bull that i've decided to just remain quiet
i did talk in the beginning, but later on it just became pointless to
fuck it i hope that it ain't screwed up

EXAMS ARE COMING SHIT !!!
i have a mountain of readings to do
sians
and i'm definitely gonna s/u french coz i did too badly in the quiz (15% of total marks)
and i know that i'm not gonna do well for the oral portion too
so screw it
gonna concentrate on my core mods which is die die must do well one
AND i have 3 presentations coming up
fuck it i hate talking infront of the class
with the teacher asking questions i'd prolly not even understand to begin with much less answer them

it's about a little more than one month to my freedom on 30th April

i hope all goes well

went popular today

and saw SHINee's Y.O.U mini album on the charts





IT'S #1 !!!!!



yay !!!!!

LOL

i don't believe they never reach 100,000 albums sold

(in singapore they sell how many for the events already -__-"")

so if they have that shitty contract, at least they'd be able to earn a little money right ???



need to start studying

especially french

it's like, might as well s/u it already

can't make it lol

just too lazy this sem

already dreaming about spring break

can't wait for this to be over

can't wait for holidays
i'd go to work asap
and earn as much as i can
so that i can buy the stuff that i want

fujifilm instax (cheki brown)
macbook pro
diving lessons

and of course
since SHINee is prolly gonna make a comeback in Apr/May/June
(hopefully in June though. alot of pple are saying that's it's in apr, but they just ended their y.o.u promo, plus onew's musical is during april, and if they comeback in april i think he'll just die. he's recent appearances show him looking tired out, poor thing)

i need to prepare the dough to buy all the merchandise that will come and to buy the album (finally not a mini album but a legit full length one)
omg their poster(s), the repackaged album (staple of sm albums), the random stuff that comes along
O___O
saw their stickers today (ezlink card size)
but i curbed my temptation
coz it's all five members, and i only want onew's (and maybe key's)
anyways i need to save the money to buy stuff from their next comeback LOL

oh yeah and i'd need to prepare money to pay for the school fees for the next school year
wanna get a perm weekend job
so that even when school opens i'd still have a job
it's horrid when every month you see the money going out of your account and nothing goes in
dwindling bit by bit
i want as least some thing to come in

sighs
gotta work hard when you're poor, unmotivated, untalented and lazy
LOL

sleepy day

today is one of those days where time just seems to go super slowly
i fell asleep everywhere

i fell asleep on the train ride to school, even when i didn't want to, and ended up in a super unglam position with my head totally tilted all the way back and my mouth open
i fell asleep during lecture whilst writing
i fell asleep whilst waiting for class to start
i fell asleep during class discussion
i fell asleep on the train ride back home and missed my stop again
and i feel like falling asleep now when it's not even 2am yet (my usual sleeping time)

i think i actually can sleep more than normal people
like normal pple sleep less than 8 hours and i can sleep more than 12 hours
LOL half the day
i slept for the whole day before
and i woke up the next morning still feeling sleepy, but i was hungry, and wasting another day sleeping would be horrible so i forced myself to wake up
it's not like i do alot
or that i stay up late
or that i don't get enough sleep
i just like to sleep alot

maybe i should start exercising to gain more energy
or eat healthier

sleepy